Thursday, September 3, 2009
why do i even have any expectations, or even hopes. they will never come true, i tried to stop caring ages ago. I have known for a little while that my thoughts were just crazy nothing would ever happen but for some reason the hopes keep coming back. I tell myself I dont care and even if I could do it I wouldnt but it doesnt help by showing me that I am definately not good enough and even if I tried I would fail completely. go fuck yourself.
Posted by Eamonn at 3:12 AM